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I still feel as bad.
But a little better.

Life
This is
This is life.
This is life. This
This is life. This is
This is life. This is life
This is life. This is
This is life.This
This is life.
This is
Life


I cried looking at my friends' photographs.
Most of them had been through ____.
Most of them are in ____.
Lastly, most of them are registering for ____.

I am near but not so near.
Well, I am trying to get over with it.
I-am-trying

Inferior.


I will be going out alone.
The day after, the day after after, the day after after after.
I want some time alone.

I text a person. You maybe.


For SJAB, I need a break.
Apologies.

Give me 2 weeks to adjust.


Au revoir

The road is long, so what?
I will still walk down this road because it is worthwhile.

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Today is Doom's Day for me.

Totally unexpected.
Just because of that ONE subject.
ONE SUBJECT

My route of advancement is dash.
Destroyed.
Blown away.

Dilemma.
I cannot think
I cannot
think

Blame me.
I am stupid.
Blame me.
I am stupid.
Blame me.

-.-"

Tears. What else.
I fell harder than before.
The wound is deep and never stop bleeding.
I tried to nurse it.

To: Those who stood by me

I am very grateful.
Thank you.

From: Me

The road is long, so what?
I will still walk down this road cause it is worthwhile.

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4th day of 2010. Not too bad for now.


So, I think this space is really useless.
I am lazy. Plain lazy. Plain lazy. Plain lazy.
-.-"


Moving on, I am thinking quite a lot recently.
No, for ytd and today.

Like people whom I've once met.
The things I've once done.
The miracles that had once happened.
So many of it. Which of these are meaningful then?

Maybe 1/infinity.

-.-"

Talking about friends.
Indeed, I have a handful of them.
Well, I do not need a handful but a pinch will do.

Sometimes, I cannot figure them out.
They are too complex. Heavy formulas within.
Sadly, I just throw them aside.



I just wanna thank them.
:)
They have been wonderful.
I S Z M Y H A Xj Xs Xl B



Au revoir

chapter 343, 2010

Hello. 2009 has come to an end.
Let's welcome 2010 :)

Memories of 2009 are left behind.
Reminesince.

It was all beautiful then, back in 2009.

2010. A new year. A new start.

No resolutions.

Maybe a couple.
I do not know.

So, what you peeps wanna know?
Summary of 2009 then.
No, it is quite cliche.

Au revior.

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Merry Christmas to you readers!
Even though not much of you.


Xmas was kinda enjoyable.
So no comments.

___

26th & 27th December, 2009.

I attended Zone8 Retreat, SJAB.
Total madness, 100% Fun!
*cheer*

I enjoyed myself. *confetti scatters*
I enjoy seeing everyone laughing and bonding together.
The feeling is indescribable!
*applause*

Anticipating for the next retreat!

Photographs will be on facebook.com



See you.

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Ken Ken


Bye.

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Senior NCO Training Camp 2009! 100%
Today's effort, tomorrow's reality.

It was excellent! A different one from the past years.
I enjoyed myself extremely much! No words to describe.

Hunger pangs
Sleepless nights
Laughing
Shouting
Motivating
Team-bonding
Cheering
so much more...


Instructors! So much about them!
100% fun and highness!

Being an instructor myself, not easy:)
But who cares! Haha.

Looking forward to next year SNCO Training Camp. Haha.


Ken-ken became so hyper after I got back from camp :)
So delighted to see him! loves.


Bye.