chapter 372, random thoughts.

Dear Dairy, rainy.


Hello, I am back.
Recently, I have been through and understood a lot.
I feel. Empathy.

Life is never a smooth journey.
Face it positively, I am never alone.

Side track, I think I am going to sign bond with CGH.
With the allowances, I can save it to further my studies.
But, should I?

Thank you:
Iris
Huiting
Yanteen
Angela
Xing Juan
Xueshen
Xinyi
Damian

Many many more, ...
And of course, you.


Yours truly,
Me

chapter 371

Dear Dairy, Fine


Life is good. Not so good.
Well, attachment still going on. Loving Nursing, I learn and feel for everything I do.


Sadly, it is not my top priority now. Used to be.

"Hey, can learn to prioritize your things a not?"
I cannot be bothered by it anymore, I do what I want, I like and I am good in.
I do not want to do something just because I am doing for the sake of doing it.
Yet, because of responsibility. I am not able to go. Or maybe, it is not the right time to leave.
So many things on hand, so much comments from people. What is holding me back? Someone, tell me.

Friendship. Instructorship. Passion. Memories.


Secondly, I just have to smile. Sometimes, I just don't fit in.
Just because I am at a totally different environment. So they will not understand.
Well, I feel sad. No matter what, they will not understand, I will not want them to understand either. Nothing will be changed.


I am left with 1yr plus before graduation. Persevere.


Yours truly,
Me

chapter 369

Dear Dairy, rainy


天邊的那朵雲　要去那裏流浪
如果有答案　要記得跟我講
誰的愛　放在假日的市場
討價還價　拍賣著他的重量

穿著白色西裝的紫烏鴉
站在那裏不停的鼓掌
就要下雨　你的自尊要逃向何方
是男是女　隨便你要怎麼想

只為他　穿過一次的黑裙子　深深鎖在記憶的牆
寫好的遺言　也要用力唱　祭拜我們為了愛的瘋狂

只為他　穿過一次的黑裙子　還在風中盪
黑指甲　短頭髮　有些話不用講
為愛　我就是這樣


Yours truly,
Me